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Remember, remember the fifth of November. [26 Mar 2006|08:09pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Hey, its been a long time since i've updated. I have much to say. i've been busting my ass at work and at school for a while. Sucks. Last Sunday I saw V for Vendetta. It was the best movie ever. What can I say, its not as good as the book, but damn close. Stay Alive is too. I have been watching some wonderful DVD's: Good Night, and Good Luck is a great biopic of Mr. Morrow who telivised his oposing opinions on the McCarthy trials, Capote is another great biopic about Truman Capote and his research for his book In Cold Blood.

I got a new lighter. This is a real zippo. Ash, you'll like this:

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Pirates. Heehee a 32 dollar lighter bitches.

Rob Zombie's new album comes out tuesday. YAY!!!

I had to write a news article for Public communications and I, being the actor that I am wrote a piece on musicals in Midland/Odessa. The following it a copy of the article.

Musicals: Not Just on Broadway Anymore

Act One; Scene One: You find your seat and get relaxed. The Director comes out and gives you a little information on what you are about to see and future productions. He exits and the house lights fade. The curtain opens and the music begins. No this is not a night in Broadway, but a night at the local theatre. The theatre venue and in particular the musical have found their way into the heart and souls of the people of Midland and Odessa.

"I think it's a great way to introduce great stories to people who don't have the time or the means to go see them on Broadway or in a major city. Most people do not know why these musicals are considered so great, and I think it's important to show them why and perhaps influence others to take part in future shows." Wendi Fuller, a current Midland College student and actress who was just recently in the MCT production of Cats as Victoria, recently stated. High school students also enjoy the public theatre. Christina Jones, a Lee High junior and actress who has appeared in such local productions as Ragtime, gave her opinion on the importance of musicals in west Texas. "Musicals are essential to this area. They open up a world of possibilities for the cultural aspect of the town. In some cases, we are primarily focused on athletics and everything surrounding that; but at other times, this town tends to forget that there are other aspects of entertainment and fulfillment. Musicals bring that missing piece to this town and fill the empty artistic gap. It also gives new opportunities to people in the area to showcase their talent and prove that they don't have to throw a football to get recognition(They) give a sense of hope and happiness that movies, television, radio, etc. cannot emit. It's the power of live theatre and the radiance of music and dance that can fill the soul."

When asked about pricing, which is between $10 and $20, both girls were in agreement that the pricing was very reasonable. Wendi Fuller said, "Considering how expensive musicals are to put on, I think it's a very generous price on the part of the theatre. People have to take into account that although many of the cast and crew are volunteers, there are still people that have to be paid, such as directors and at times Equity actors. Then there's the costume and set expenses, which can stack up very quickly." While Christina Johns said this, "I think it's just right. We put on quality performances in this area that deserve a quality charge; and musicals don't come cheap to produce. But the price of tickets hear are no where near the price of a Broadway show or even a show in the Dallas, Houston, or Austin area; nor should they be. It's at the perfect amount to gain a profit for shows they want to produce but keep it in our price range."

Looking ahead the girls were both in agreement on seeing Seussical in this upcoming MCT season. It is based on the works of Dr. Seuss and will be the closing production of the 2006 season. Anyone wanting to see it, or any other MCT production should call the MCT box office. For information on Permian Playhouse and Globe Theatre production, call their respective box offices.

I hope you enjoyed it. Nothing much else to say. Cheers. TTFN Ta-Ta-For-Now. much luv=P~~~~
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Brokeback Bride [01 Feb 2006|04:15pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Well time for the great update.
sunday I went to see Brokeback Mountain. one word. Amazing. It goes right up there in the relems of Author Miller's Death of a Salesman in terms of not excepting one's self. There were two people behind me in line and they were making homophobic jokes about the movie and gave me a wierd look when i asked for my ticket to it. Why must I live in an uncultured town. I sencerly recomend everyone see the movie.
I sent of ashly's care package which she should get in a day or two.
I bought Corpse Bride today. I got the Walmart edition with a book version included. I love Tim Burton. He and Orson Welles are my two favorite directors.
Well I'll update again soon. much luv=P~~~

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Breaking Glass [21 Jan 2006|10:34pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

okay, I had not planned on updating until this happened Friday. Wait, let me get in my story telling mood. *puts on smoking jacket, gets glass of wine and begins to puff on a pipe*
Alright Friday morning was like any other morning. I went to school and then when I came home my dad said that all the windows in Bob's Better Burger had been busted out. mom had called him to warn me ahead of time. So, I decided to skip food (in fact i didn't eat at all that day til 4) I changed cloths quickly and headed to work. Sure enough all of the windows in the place were busted out. It took us til noon to clean it up. and the police decided that the blood found was not important, until the media came then they made sure to retrieve a sample. Anyway we ended up on the front page of the paper as the biggest article. So maybe they with find the fucking cunt and hang him by his little pencil dick. Okay that is my rant.
And now the good news. sunday I am going to see Tristan and Isolde. Yay!!!
Okay, I love all you guys talk to ya'll soon TTFN Ta-Ta-for-Now. much luv=P~~~

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Year of the Rat. My New Years Resolution and such [03 Jan 2006|12:27am]
[ mood | good ]

Okay first if you are one of those who actually pay attention to the chinese zodiac you will know this is actually the year of the dog, but Year of the Rat is the name of a song.

Anyway much has happened at the end of the year. One of my co-workers boyfriend was arrested, for child molestation. As you all know I hate child molestors. Anyway my boss has been a bitch latly (like she ever isn't). I had to use the restroom and went in, unbuckled my pants and then I heard her yelling that I had been in the restroom for half an hour. She started banging on the door asking if I was okay. I just buckled my buckle and stepped out and said sarcastically ( not to mention very mad), "If i can't even have one minute in the restrrom without being accused of being in there half an hour then I'll just start pissing and shitting my pants while up here. Will that make everyone fucking happy." Even one of my co-workers said that it was imposible for me to be there have an hour because I had just barley sold an order before going to the restroom. Also many of our workers are not showing up and putting us in a bind and I always get the sort end of it. I get yelled at for not keeping up with the orders, but then again I have to work the frier, sack fries, onion rings, and baskets, and answer the phone. In other words I have to do the work of 3 people.

So hear is my new years resolution: To get a new job. That pays great! And to move out of Midland. I know I can achieve the first part but I don't know about the second part. Maybe.

June is on the run for so long
Pushed and pulled then shunned
It was so wrong
These fours walls crashing in won't stop me now
Cause I'm alive, I'm out tonight, all night

Everybody needs to know it's the year of the rat
Every day we've got to hold on
'cause if we hold on we could find some new energy

Streets with flags unfurled like treasure
Thank me for my words, it's a pleasure
Just don't ask me to stay 'cause I'll be gone
But it's alright I'm OK - always

Everybody needs to know it's the year of the rat
Every day we've got to hold on
'cause if we hold on we could find some new energy

One plus one is one - together
One plus one is one - forever
One plus one is one - together
One plus one is one - forever

Everybody needs to know it's the year of the rat
Everybody needs to know it's the year of the rat
Everybody needs to know it's the year of the rat
Everybody needs to know it's the year of the rat
Every day we've got to hold on
'cause if we hold on we could find some new energy

"One plus one plus one plus one is four"

"Plus one"
"Plus one"
"Plus one"

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Nutcracker Revisited, Christmas and more (a visual journey of pictures!!!) [25 Dec 2005|04:22pm]
[ mood | grateful ]

First for those who hav't seen my car Bohemia in a while this is it.


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If you notice I have Shakespeare in my backwindow.


Next is from when I went to see Nutcracker.


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Yes Wendi is the sexiest in Spanish.


The week after i went to ashly's to give her presents to her and got a couble pics.


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No Fair hiding. lol


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This ones cute. lol


Now for the good stuff!!! CHISTMAS!!!!! As always we opened our stuff on Christmas Eve Night. But I need to go back to the night before, on the 23rd, when we had our christmas party at work. My secret santa got me a shirt and a skull.


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the Fiberoptic skull.


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The Death Eater T-shirt.


Now for what my parents got me.


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A pinstriped hat to go with my pinstriped suit.


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A scarf with the British flag


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And a wooden model of the HMS Bounty.


My sis who as you all know lives in England bought me a shirt from The Erotic Cabaret therefore I will not grace you with a pic. lol


My Bro (who is also British but moved to Sweden with his Swedish wife) sent me 200 Krona (about 25 US Dollars) and this chain that is a replica of a famous Swedish folkhero's chain.


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He is really hinting that he wants me to come over. lol


Ashly gave me this adorable Garfield Ornament


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My uncle Jim sent us some lovely and expencive chocolates.


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Look a Chocolate Moose!!!


here is a pic of my mom and dad.


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And what I got them for Christmas.


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It's one of those 3D Crystals with a cat playing under a tree.


I got to see Memoirs of a Geisha on christmas eve too and it was a wonderful movie. I want to see it again already. lol

I leave you with a pic that has nothing to do with anything. A pic of my Pirates of the Carrabean:Dead Man's Chest movie poster.


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I guess thats about it. Love all of you crazies. TTFN Ta-Ta-For-Now.

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lol [19 Dec 2005|11:24pm]
Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

Last Friday I helped plzspearbritney see the light (8 points). In February I saved a busload of nuns in Angola (326 points). In July I donated bone marrow to zephyrnium in a life-saving procedure (300 points). Last Thursday on a flight to Pakistan, I stole the emergency flight information card (-40 points). In October I gave change to a homeless guy (19 points).

Overall, I've been nice (613 points). For Christmas I deserve a Lego set!


Write your letter to Santa! Enter your LJ username:
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To Frau, With Love [14 Dec 2005|09:17pm]
[ mood | sad ]

I woke up this Wednesday morning,
Preparing for the day ahead.
I finish a report
And head off to the college.
How was I to know
That upon my return
I would discover
That my world had been changed.

Just a few weeks ago I said,
"As soon as this semester ends
I will write her."
I was in a bind for time
But now I have none.
My semester ends tomorrow
And how I would love
To sit down and write you a letter
To tell you I'm well
And how proud you'd be,
With a little picture
To remind you I care.

But I can't do that now
Because there is no address for Heaven.
I was in such shock
That I had to be alone
I sent a copy of your obituary
In my time by myself
To a friend who like I,
Was a student in your class.
It took time but it finally sunk in
And then tears flowed like wine
That I could not control

I guess the reason I write this
Is not only to express my feelings
But to create a remembrance.
For no longer will a student be asked to
"Passt gut auf!
Hort gut zu!
And dann wiederholt!"
Or the fun of a mock German Restaurant
Made out of a little hard work
And the use of your own garage.
With Alex and Lily,
The two playful pups,
Craving their attention.
Or how about your love of frogs,
Which when I see the frog candy-tin
You gave me for Christmas my Junior year,
I will never forget.
How can one forget
Your love of Star Trek
Or how you introduced us to
The German Accapella band
Die Prinzen.
No one will ever again get to see
That glimmer in your eyes
When you induct in new members
To the German Honors Society,
Or how how proud you were
When your students walked across that stage
To receive their deplomas.

I'm tearing up writing this.
Slightly from regret
And not being able to see you
At least one more time,
But mainly for the fact
That you touched my life
More than words can describe.

Some may see just another teacher
Who passed away,
But you are so much more
You cared about you students
As is they where your children,
Which has made all the difference.
How many can actually say,
They had a teacher
Who was there for them
Like a parent
And urged them to strive for their dreams
And was as proud and one could be
At their achievements.

You are in a better place I know
And maybe this is my way of saying,
I never got to say it
Before you were gone.
If only I could have...
But maybe it is better this way,
I have said in a poem
What I never got the chance to say.
It will stand as a testament
To your love
And you life.

I end this by saying
I will miss you always.
If Heaven had an address,
I would address this:
Zum Frau, Mit Liebe.

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pissed off [13 Aug 2005|03:30pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Okay, bosses should not be biased against their workers on the bases of sex or anything else. And they really shouldn't blame everything on one person. I have rites as a worker and they have been infrenged apon. I am tired of it. I got cussed out by a customer then my boss got mad at me for it. That pissed me off. What really pissed me off was my boss said "No one likes you!" to me after confronting the lady. Then I decide fine I'll just work in back and she blames me for everything that goes wrong in the kitchen now even if I'm not involved. So I'm looking for a new line of work. Any ideas.

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yay [22 Jul 2005|10:59pm]
[ mood | excited ]


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[16 May 2005|08:49pm]

Star Wars Horoscope for Scorpio

You are a powerful character.
You tend to be possessive and lusty - which explains your greedy nature.
You feel threatened when people try to order you around or control you.
You are prone to suspicion and jealousy - but your resilience and passion get you what you want.

Star wars character you are most like: Han Solo

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I am totall bored [03 Apr 2005|02:03pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Okay I'm gonna start calling people cause I'm sooooooo bored. lol

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[01 Apr 2005|06:29am]
You scored as Supporting Role. You are the Supporting Role. You know you're just as good as the lead...it's only time, right? Keep it up! You'll get your chance to shine.


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[31 Mar 2005|11:14pm]
I can't wait to find out how the guys did at UIL!!!! I hope they won!!!!
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[29 Mar 2005|04:51am]

Colonel Mustard

What character from Clue (The movie) are you? (now finished)
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[23 Mar 2005|09:05pm]
The play was wonderful. I'll give full detail of the day tomorrow. A lot happened. Now I'm gonna finish Finding Neverland and wait for some great peoples to get on.
Can't to tell ya'll about today. but it must wait til tomorrow.
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[20 Mar 2005|10:38am]
How do Ya'll like the new layout. =)
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[13 Mar 2005|02:08pm]

finmagik's Harry Potter Survey

Created by finmagik and taken 80 times on bzoink!

Sexual Orenitation?straight
Job?sadly, yes
How did you first get into Harry Potter?Ashly made me watch the first movie
Why do you like it?Cause its great fantacy and has some great humor with a dark side
Who's you're favorite Character?Sirius Black
why?Cause he was misunderstood and thought to be so bad when he really wasn't.
Who's you're second favorite character?Hermionie
why?Cause she's smart...and not that bad looking if you know what I mean *wink wink*
Who's you're LEAST favorite character?Draco
why?He's an asshat
What Hogwart's house do think you're in?Slytherin
why?They are more cunning and dark like me ;-)
Do you read Fanfic?Havn't had much time
Who is you're favorite Fanfic author?n/a
Do you write Fanfic?nope
Do you veiw Fanart?saw some
Who is you're favorite Fan-artist?n/a
Do you draw Fan-art?nope
Do you paricipate in a Harry Potter RPG?nope
Do you post on a Harry Potter Messageboard?read one
Are you on a Harry Potter Mailing list?nope
Are you part of a Harry Potter Lj-community?yes
Did you like the Movies?yes
What is you're favorite movieEither Chamber of Secrets of Prisoner of Askhaban
Who is you're favorite actor/actress in the movies?Actor: Michael Gambon, Actress: Emma Watson

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[12 Mar 2005|02:52pm]
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give Shane more *HUGS*

Get hugs of your own

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bored [06 Mar 2005|02:01pm]
I'm bored and it seems like no one is in town. Someone call me so we can hang out.

what a boing day. I hope the break gets better.
i'm sooo bored I can't wait for school to be back.
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[01 Mar 2005|06:20am]
LiveJournal Username
Is the glass half full or half empty?
Do you belive in true love?
What year were you born?
Wet themselves in bed until they were thirteen:status
Played with matches and set their home on fire:xtutusntightsx
LOVED Power Rangers, dressed up as Jason for Halloween:plzspearbritney
Religiously watched Barney and the Teletubbies:status
Was an evil child mastermind, plotting to rule the earth:mshappygolucky
Took their diaper off and threw feces at their parents:plzspearbritney
Was relatively normal, besides the fact that they lived for a year on a diet of mud pies&worms:zephyrnium
Ran away because mommy wouldn't by them the new My Little Pony set:drowzer
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Ha I knew there was something evil about Ash.

LiveJournal Username
Prostitutes themselvesoldblueraven
Secretly huffs gluedanimoth
Wears women's lingerieoldblueraven
Loves farm animals, if you know what I meanstatus
Practices Riverdance while in a tutudestiny_karma
Flashes homeless mensunisfalling
Drinks rubbing alcohol to get a buzzdreamweavn4u
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Geee Wendi, flashing homeless men while drinking rubbing alcahol. tisk tisk. lol
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Finally an update [16 Jan 2005|11:07am]
[ mood | bored ]

I can't believe LJ was down. Now that its back up I get to tell you everything.
Day before yesterday sucked anally. Work was horrible. We weren't really busy but its just the workers. Right now the only workers I really talk to are my mom, Christy and Misty (I havn't had time to tell ya'll Misty is Christy's twin and she worked at bob's before but hed to quit to go finish her sintence because she was tired of probation and the officer kept harrasing her). Shawna is a racist from hell. She actually said the she thinks all black people (she used a harsher word) should be lined up and shot. She also says that her dad is some head pooba of the KKK. That pisses me off and she kept acting rude to me all thursday. Then anytime I said something to margaret she didn't agree with (opinions mind you) she would disagree and not let up til I finally agreed with her even if I didn't believe the same way she did. Then Kim, who has started being really rude lately, made sime very lude sexual comment about me to my mom. My god could thursday have been anyworse. I went home and cryed then decided that I have to get a new job.
Yesterday was better. I think because in the afternoon I got to talk to Ashly and she cheered me up and I made her laugh. I'm glad she's happy again. Being single isn't all that bad. I mean you get to try different people and after a while you'll find someone that'll give you that spark. I'm glad she went on a date with Eli she needed that confidence boost.
I also went to the record store yesterday and bought some ELO records and some broadway records then the owner gave me a copy of this old Alice Cooper consert poster from the Ector County Collosium!!! Can you say kick ass.
As for today...I don't know...I want to hang out with someone but after whoring myself out all week I havn't gotten a bite. Maybe someone will get online soon and I can see if the want to hang out. I think ash is the only person I havn't seen in a while. Anyway if no one is on by 2 I think I'll start calling people. I really wanna hang out with people today.
I should be on and off all day if ya'll want to talk. much luv=P~~~~

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Not much to say [14 Jan 2005|10:31am]
[ mood | awake ]

Stayed up late watching Noises Off so I didn't walk up til 10 this morning.
I'm still whoring myself out for Sunday like the little slut I am. Well if I were female and actually a slut. Oh well you know what I mean, let me know if you wanna hang out.
Okay I'm gone. be on tonight at 8:30 much luv=P~~~~

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Oh I see,This is a photo opertunity [13 Jan 2005|03:38pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I'm bored. Really bored. lol

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Well, at least Ash got into Slytherin. lol

I got my hair cut really short today. I like it. Less hair to comb. lol although now I need to shave because I look like crap with short hair and a half ass goatee. I'm sure if anyone see's me they will agree. I also went to dales and bought my weekly comics. lol I'm so predictable.
It is really cold. my nose was cold at work. I felt like a puppy with a cold nose. lol
My dad is better now. he was really sick before. I nearly got sick yesterday, but I feel fine and dandy now.
I'm tired of these lonely weekends. It's been for hell and ever since i did anything with anyone so I'm whoring myself out on sunday. It's the last Sunday before I have to return to school. It is supposed to be warm by then. Consider me whored out worse than the ho's in HOdessa. lol

Okay, I guess I'm done updating for the day. I'll be on tonight at 10:30. much luv=P~~~~
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Update time [06 Jan 2005|07:43am]
[ mood | hopeful ]

I'm doing an early update today cause I don't know if I'll be on until tonight. I got some things I need to get done. Like buy my books for college.
We were slow yesterday and probably will be today too.
I don't have much to say about today or yesterday. They were pretty normal days. Tonight when I get off I'm going to try to talk to ash online to see if she wants to hang out sunday. I was thinking we could do something fun like taking her and becca to putt-putt and maybe she and I can go see spanglish. So yep, I hope my weekend (IE Sunday) goes the way I hope it does. =)
Gosh, I really don't know what to talk about right now. lol I guess this will end my daily update. lol I'll be on tonight at around 8:30. much luv=P~~~~

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Its fucking freezing [05 Jan 2005|04:24pm]
[ mood | cold ]

It was so cold today. I'm glad the sun finally came out. Last night was dull. I finished my Invader Zim dvd. This morning I didn't want to get out of bed but eventually I did and went straight to work. It was slow today. I guess ppl were just too cold to get out and eat. During my split I went to Miss B's and bought some books. god I can't wait til July 16th for Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince. I'm so glad I reseved a copy. Someone visit me at Bob's tonight. I'll be there til 10.
Here's a shout out to destiny_karma, hope you start feeling better.
Not much else to say. I'll be online at around 10:30 tonight.

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